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[09 Dec 2006|01:56am] |
uh if you read the last entry...
it has come to my attention that some were freaking out thinking i meant the boyfriend. no.
actually i was just trying to be cool. lol.... i thought it sounded like it should be a lyric to a song....THAT IS ALL!
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[02 Dec 2006|08:48pm] |
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I believe that I have already failed at my resolution to start writing in this. I am only a day late...
I am babysitting right now. Aaron and I are watching The Ant Bully. I love Julia Roberts, that is all. I am not sure how I feel about this movie. If you thought this entry would be meaningful, sorry. You may as well stop reading. I will try to get better. It is hard to think of things to write about that do not revolve around my wonderful, perfect, amazing, boyfriend. I am determined however, to not have every entry centered around him. For the record though, he is unbelievely great.
College. Yikes. I have narrowed the list to Florida Southern College, University of South Florida, Salem College, and Southeastern University. I took the SATs today. I pray to God I did super duper. Ha, super duper. Am I not a genious? I will write more later. Aaron needs attention.
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| weird, eh... |
[30 Nov 2006|12:29pm] |
What does JESSICA stand for?
Java-Enable Single-System-Image Computing Architecture
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[30 Nov 2006|11:34am] |
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I am going to start writing in my el jay. The end.
Starting tomorrow...
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[28 Sep 2006|08:48pm] |
It is just me or did live journal grow up? its like i turn my back and everythings different.
hmmm....not much to say. i decided to try to update this every so often.
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[01 Mar 2006|10:24pm] |
i am giving up procrastination and saying mean/negative things for Lent. i must honestly say though i do not like boys right now. they are all umm how can i say this without being "mean" or "negative" well i can't...so i just do not like boys. i am sure tomorrow that will change but until then it shall remain true.
my throat hurts again! what up with that?!
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| broc lee cheese and rice = mmm mmm good |
[05 Feb 2006|07:08pm] |
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weird 90s movies make me smile.
i will do anything to get out of work. :( i need help. david is here, i can hear him, he is probably going to get me into trouble.
tomorrow i am starting art class at the church. i am going to be an artist. this guy on Clueless is soo nice to look at, and cody if you are reading this you looked very cute tonight.
yay mis madre is going to baby-sit a 3 month old from 8:30 to 4:30. yay. ha i started and ended the above sentence with "yay".
i need to finish my thesis and my AP Bio lab, perferably the lab first since its due first.
jessica nicole, go to work! ....ok...bye.
i have resolved to not worry because God has got my back....i'll have verses bout that up later
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| i cry when i'm alone...i need someone to hold me |
[04 Feb 2006|05:18pm] |
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i guess i deserve it. i always put other people and things first. all i wanted to do was come home and hug my daddy and watch t.v. with both my parents. well. the golden rule. treat others as you want to be treated. i ignore them. they ignore me. :(
now i cry. when no one will see me. maybe i am scared to look weak. i love my fish. just as a side note.
man i am soooo freaking sad. like about...everything.
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[02 Feb 2006|07:20pm] |
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uh...i am nervous. i am scared. i need reassurance that everything is gonna be okay rock-a-bye.....
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| somewhere over the rainbow..bird fly over the rainbow..why oh then why can't i? |
[31 Jan 2006|03:30pm] |
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i am feeling down. not really sad, mad, obviously not happy, or optimistic...just down.
ooooh my love my darling i hungered for your touch alone...i like that song a lot. i should have been born in the 1930s just in time for the 1940s :( maybe that's why i am down. i hate this stupid time era.lol. oh well...i guess in reality i have the best of both worlds, i can listen to thier (1940s) music and have our technology and other things they didn't. i guess? .....................................................................................................................those above dots represents the 5 minutes or so in which i stared into outer space while trying to update. the significance to this? i figured out why i am down. i mean the real reason, not just wanting to be born in the 1940s or whatever. i am not telling either.
i am oh so bored. i have so much homework, yet i am oh so bored.
come away with in the night
come away with me and i will write you a song
come away with me...
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| i love mae :) |
[30 Jan 2006|04:53pm] |
Remembering, everything about my world and when you came. Wondering if the change
you’d bring means nothing else would be the same.
Did you know what you were doing? Did you know? Did you know how you would move
me? Well, I don’t really think so. But the night came down and swept us away. And the
stars, they seemed, to paint the most elaborate scene to date.
How could we know? That song, this show. We'd learn so much about ourselves from
Toledo to Tokyo. The words were scribed on every page and now there’s books up on our shelves.
Did you know how you would move us? Did you know? When the lights first came upon
us and we saw the Everglow. And the moment's magic swept us away. And a young man's dream was almost seen so plain.
When was the night that showed us the sign? Revealed in the sky to leave all behind.
But where to begin? Throwing caution to the wind, we reached for the stars. Everything
was now ours.
Did you know how you would move me? Did you know? Did you know how you would
move me? Well, I don’t even think so. But the moment's magic swept us away. And it’s so close but we’re so far away. It’s so close but we’re so far away.
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[29 Jan 2006|07:20pm] |
| Your Hillbilly Name Is... | 
Big Bertha West |
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[29 Jan 2006|07:11pm] |
| Your Animal Personality | 
Your Power Animal: Deer
Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda
You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.
While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational. |
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[29 Jan 2006|07:08pm] |
| Your Hawaiian Name is: | 
Peni Kiele |
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[25 Jan 2006|09:03pm] |
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CURSES Specials doesn't come out until May 9th :(
my contacts are sticky.
take a moment of silence for Torone........
....good night
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| i am tally youngblood... |
[24 Jan 2006|09:32pm] |
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chris and andy's entries make me sad. they miss or are going to miss their friends...i will be in the same boat next year. :( tampa, that's not too bad...but chris is in tampa and he feels alone :( i don't wanna be alone! sigh sigh sigh. today i will just write one really long sentence starting now my knee hurts and it is really hard to not press the "period" button i am falling apart and i feel as if i am being held together by a very thin string God only knows how i am really staying together i mean physically for once not mentally or emotionally i am blah in those categories nothing wonderful nothing horrible i really love gold days they are so easy breezy beautiful covergirl-like :) i am nervous to go out with my boo's mom i tend to say really stupid thoughtless things when i am nervous
:( i am pretty sure his dad likes me but thinks i am dumber than a box of rocks sad day i can't find my knee brace sigh my knee usually only hurts when its close to "that time of the month" i really don't like that phrase but i want to be discreet, lady like for once in my life it is really hard to not use periods or question marks but after all this is once really long sentence i am going to do that no talking thing unless the odd chance i try out and make the musical i am not holding my breath though this is really long i just have a lot of rambling to do i feel like i am alone i don't like the feeling and yet i find comfort in being sort of self-reliant even if self reliant means turning to el jay and thus everyone who reads this who cares though right its just well i don't know i don't want to step on toes anyway back to my other more important but yet still very irrelevant to anything that truly matters i want to not talk do a sort of experiment with it keep a journal you know make it worth while a learning exprience i bet it will be life changing i mean i wonder who will still be my friend after 40 days of silence pretty much i am sure i will either be home or out alone a lot alone i wonder if its a good idea i might go insane is that a risk worth taking as a side note i am deeply sorry to anyone who is still reading really if you stop i don't blame you REALLY although i bet because i just made that REALLY and now this one all caps you did read this far just because that stuck out i am tricky what can i say question mark yeah i am tired but if you are just going to tell me to calm down or ask me if i am crazy don't bother commenting it really makes me mad for like 3 solid seconds nd that's a lot for me someone told me the other day that i am always happy and it made me even happier i told them that's because i have a joy within but it was funny because she told just before i entered the crowded hallway to go to lunch and i had to laugh as i was cursing the people in the hallway as i thought of her telling me i am always happy i want to not talk so that my pointless stories aren't as pointless, you know question mark i don't think i am supposed to be using commas either this is sooo annoying i am just trying to switch life up change is SOMETIMES good i wonder if you kept reading because i put SOMETIMES in caps again hmm wonder wonder whats in a wonder ball.
i love you. good night.
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| asthenia---my knee hurts :( |
[24 Jan 2006|07:01pm] |
i finished the book...now i am dying slowly as the wait for Specials to come out drags on....
i wish i could say how i feel but my love emily has to read it first...
i am done though :)
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[23 Jan 2006|07:10pm] |
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why i hate love..haha hate love heh...anyway moving right along...actually i don't hate love..haha i can't get over hate love. heh...no but stupid pretties is disappointing but still good. i suppose. i. am. going. to. write. little. one. word. sentences. :) i. don't. know. why. i. still. have. this. el. jay. i. have. no. idea.
my. back. really. hurts. BAD. like. it. is. fine. if. i. don't. move. it. is. fine. but. if. i. move. even. a. little. it. hurts. :(
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| evER RE thing is gonna be alright...rock a bye :) |
[22 Jan 2006|09:37am] |
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Wicked was AMAZING, actually better than AMAZING
yesterday was sad. two of my most favorite people were busy. :( but brittney came to the rescue! went to a show, i felt the past haunting me.
today, church. you know, i love my church. even though everyone else may think its boring and lame, i L O V E my church. i know there are hypocrates, liars, poofaces, and annoying people at my church, but i don't know, i can't explain it, maybe if i was cody or emily i could write wonderfully about it, or if i were Sam i could write a funny poem to explain exactly how i feel, hmm, i am just jessee though, and i love my church, and well i have to call attention to this, twelve commas in this really long sentence. :)
so i need to take a shower. get dressed. get pretty. go to church.
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